a_painted_life (a_painted_life) wrote,
a_painted_life
a_painted_life

shit

i didnt mean for it to seem that way...
now i think i might have messed up something i hoped to be special.... i messed it up to be friendly... to be the whole loving dustin person...
i mean here i was making forward progress... and now... this sounds like something from my last relationship already....

fuck... maybe it wasnt her.. maybe im just fucked up...
sigh*
god give me a break.. surgerys coming soon.. and i dont want to have to be alone through it all again...
seriously.. alone isnt the way to go..
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